shebreathes's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- get wasted, skip skool so, i didn't go to my first day of skool because i woke up extremely hung over and i only had three hours of sleep. so, what i did was, i called the skool and left a message saying that i was feeling really sick and was going to sleep today but that i'd be in tomorrow. and then i called again later in the day and talked to a guidance councellor. she set up my afternoon course of the phone which is a total relief. i'm doing globalization in the afternoon, which sounds really interesting and i think i'll learn a lot from it. so the world isn't going to end. i'm going to go to skool tomorrow. and i know i made the right choice regarding my body because, fuck, i still feel sick, even after sleeping for a few more hours. i need to recover. and so, what events lead up to me waking up hung over and missing the first day of skool? i went out drinking with caelan and nish last night. they impulsively invited me out and i impulsively said yes. i figuured i'd be in my bed, at the latest, at two. i sure was wrong about that. we tried to go to a bar twice but they ideed us. we had brought a bit of booze as a back up, but we didn't think it was enough to get us wasted. once again, we sure were wrong about that. we got drunk in a park and it was really fun. i edged on to my depression as i started sobering up but i didn't sink into it which was good. we laughed pretty hard and i actually feel like i learned a lot about myself. one thing i learned for sure, is that i will not be making smoking a habit. i had a craving for a cigarette this morning. not good. and my hang over feels different than usual, and icky in awhole new way. i attribute this to the tons of cigarettes i smoked last night. so, a new rule is now in place. like any drug, besides pot or alcohol, i cannot smoke cigarettes more than once a month, if that. so i will not have another pull in september. and please don't say i will, because i won't. anyway, yay for extremely gross hang overs when you're on your period! ...or not. oh, and i pissed in a park for the first time since i was little. it was surprisingly easy. 12:44 pm - September 13, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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