shebreathes's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the rocky horri3e god i hate that time when tyou're still drunk. drnk enough to feel tnglty and affected by it. but not sober yet and not evwn cloe to sober really. whwn you just feel totally affective and reflective and io guess depressed too a bit but you know maybe rthats just me and the whole supposed cliicaal deprssion thing. i had a good time tonight at rovky horrow. i gave a lot of people my email i hope they add me. i dont kno3. i guess i proably scard a lot opf ppl too. i do that when im drunk. b but i'm like 99.9999% sure that i didnt say incest once., so woo for that. i dontknow, i just fee; lije everyone is alone and blimd and hurting and we have all hese walls up all arouns us. ogh gpd i'm getting all reflexctive but i dan hardly type. go me. but you know what imean. like we're all detacthed and isolated. or maybe tgats just me. i'm notsure, i'm never sure ifit'sdd just me. anywat, i had a fucking kickass time toinight met somre random ppl and everything. good time. i love drunkng. i gues the depression is just edging around the corner and i should just stop that STOP STOP STOP/. kill it and jst life because i dont need that billshiy. ha, anyway, i met sara(h?) and laura and rachel 0(erin) and jodie and some other people like amanda annd adry. or something. good rtimes. and i saw karli! OMG i cant beleve i saw karli. fuck i wish i wasnt drunk during thgt jesus how can i never be sover whwn i see yhrar girl. christ. and what else.... um, i forget. shit thw4ere was something ekse. well, i has a goosd time weith blaize she's awesolme. and i said some random bullshit to liker everyone i saw. i just hope ppl addme ofr something so i can talk to them abgain when i',m not a total frdrimnk asshole. but alas, n maybe it was never meant tp ne.be. sober up dammnit1~!@!@ DOUIT! og maybe not. ;) 4:01 am - August 28, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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