shebreathes's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- leaving? okay, so here's the truth. i've really been thinking of closing/abandoning this diary. i've been writing in my lj a lot (eww) and i just can't seem to write here. for a few reasons. because this diary holds so much. i started writing here when i was fifteen. and that is just a lot. i don't want to be tied to that. i am so different now. because everyone and their sister has the address to this diary. and i'm actually starting to feel a little exposed. i'm not quite the exhibitionist i used to be. i feel like i have to censor myself because of the possibility of certain people reading this. because i'm bored of this. bored. but i'm not saying i'm leaving for sue. because i do love this diary and it has been a very comforting place for me for a long time. there is so much history here, and part of me feels like that is a good thing. i've been craving some secrecy lately though. some privacy. some mystery. and all of this blatant honesty on the internet isn't quite doing it for me right now. so i don't know. 9:54 am - September 18, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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