shebreathes's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- it's true that the last few days have been a blur of sensations and revelations and moments half forgotten. i had a good time at the party on sunday and i had a good time doing e and hanging out with blaize. you know, my lungs were full of hope. they were and i am not totally defeated. but just being here, alone, in this apartment makes it hard. but there are things that i know now. things that feel hard and true and solid. like, either way he loses. like either way, it's his loss. i'm not giving up just yet. i've got a good feeling inside of me. like things are good and getting better. and it's true that i've actually been having a blast. 11:02 pm - August 25, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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