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boy drag

i did drag tonight at my arts group.

i was really embarrased at first. because this is such a deep desire of mine. a lot of people were just playing around, having fun, but i was doing something that i have wanted to do for a long long time. a secret desire that i have held within me. something i've tried to bury. the part of me that wants to be a boy.

i was afraid i wouldn't look like a boy, and my dreams would be crushed, and i'd look stupid and everything.

but i did actually look pretty boyish. i wish i could get my breasts flatter. i loved the facial hair! that was fucking awesome. and i want to do drag again soon and actually play around with it. it was so freeing.

my boy name is jason, just so you know.

11:57 pm - September 22, 2004

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boy drag

i did drag tonight at my arts group.

i was really embarrased at first. because this is such a deep desire of mine. a lot of people were just playing around, having fun, but i was doing something that i have wanted to do for a long long time. a secret desire that i have held within me. something i've tried to bury. the part of me that wants to be a boy.

i was afraid i wouldn't look like a boy, and my dreams would be crushed, and i'd look stupid and everything.

but i did actually look pretty boyish. i wish i could get my breasts flatter. i loved the facial hair! that was fucking awesome. and i want to do drag again soon and actually play around with it. it was so freeing.

my boy name is jason, just so you know.

11:57 pm - September 22, 2004

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