shebreathes's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- also --- okay, so i could go into that darkness that calls to me. i could believe that i have nothing, that i am damaged, toxic, worthless. i could hate myself and feel hopeless. but maybe not tonight. because there are good things. like i had a really good time at blaize's place. she's super nifty and cool. and we're going to go to rocky horror this weekend. how sexy is that! and also this weekend i should be finally getting to meet alana! and her green eyed monster to boot. my fingers are crossed for that. everything will be okay. believe it. i can survive. there will be good. believe it. there is good. believe it. and fuck all the bullshit and hold on to the colour that zips in and out and in between. lately i've been feeling good. and so tonight, i think i might even try jerking off for once. i think i may even try coming. brave of me, i know. so fucking brave. 11:39 pm - August 25, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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